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Monday, December 31, 2007 at 7:06 PM
waiting for time to pass at work was torturous ><

31 dec 2007 MONDAY

in the toilet, in the office...lolx..


my new LOVE : black killer heels ><
goth princess nails done by me! :D i love lotx!! :)

aint they pretty? *nodx* :D

camwhoring after doing the nails last night :p

LOL

posing 1-6 :D




randomly~~


i like this! :D very cat >< *mew*
heex
going out to meet eunice soon :)
the skinny bitch gonna rock the town :p LOL
dbl o here i come :D
*imissyou*


Found the below very true for me :p
(actually intend to bold those that applies to me but in the end i found that all are :p)
LIBRA - The Harmonizer. Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 11:40 AM
Last day of 2007...what are your new year resolutions? :)

redid my nails :D
now they look like gothic princess kind
LOL
pics later :p

was feeling excited about going out later ><
hahax
just have the going out mood
BUT....
menses came ><
ZZZZZZZZ
i wasnt planning to go home tonight de lo =.=
rahhh
and it came like days early ><

anyways
not gonna let my spirit be dampen by some stupid female hormonal problems
LOL
maybe going to catch the fireworks den go dbl o meet eunice
feel like drinking and pass the new year quietly instead of going to the countdown to high le
hahax
no energy to high and my heels are already killing me now le
lolx
i just wanna a place to sit down for the night :)
oh did i mention i just got myself a new pair of black killer heels?
lolx
its as high as my bronze one and its super tight =.=
think i got to go expand the heels
hahax

i am a happy girl today! :D
counting down to 3pm =.= while others ends at 1pm
but nvm :)

feel like taking a lot of picys and meeting lots of friends :p
but now like a bit too late to jio ppl le ><
hahax

and my new year resolution for this coming new year will be...
1. get straights As for all my modules
2. be a good girl :p
3. be healthy
4. and everything be smooth and good for me and everyone else :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL in advance!! :D

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Sunday, December 30, 2007 at 11:08 AM
have added new things!!
LOL
just a juke box :p
nice nice nicey songs :D

hahax
imeem seems to be a better player den iwebmusic :p
now i can put many many songs ><
hahax

the second last day of 2007
what are u thinking?
have your dreams for this year been realised?
any achievements?
any proud moments worth remembering?
forget all the sad moments and memories ya
its now time for some spring cleaning of the heart
its a new year man
time to dust of all the insecurities and pain accumulated in this year
time to clear up all the mess and move on :)
only when we open our heart do we get back what we had given out
no doubt we will get hurt
but its not worth it to condemn everything due to one or two mishaps
time for some reflections and new dreams ppl!

the past 19 years for me had been...
super freaky stable
LOL
its like
my studies was rather ok
mainstream throughout
walking down a path where everything is planned
maybe thats why i felt super lost the day i got my A level results which is like cant make it for local uni
its like i am out of the path le
dump to the side without any guidance and had to clear the shit myself
felt so alone
as though the world had abandoned me
hahax
its was really silly now that i thought back
i am glad i walk out of the dark ages with the support from so many ppl
its not the end of the world yet
my path just got darken momentarily
i just need to find the lamp myself this time
no more smooth sailing
now i have to rely on myself
my work, my studies and my everything
i am learning to be independent
i want to be!
so that i can take every blows that gonna come and still walk on
exams and certs are not everything
but they are the least to move on academically
for now
i just wanna study hard, work hard
pay off my my school fees and everything
survive!
get my diploma den degree!
maybe join SIA fly a few years? well, if someone wants to accompany me :p
get an ideal job :)
maybe get married?
suddenly marrying isnt a priority anymore
hahax
not that i dun love hubs
just thats theres too many things i wanna do le ><
lolx
i dunno la
let nature take its course bahx :D

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Saturday, December 29, 2007 at 6:39 PM

SAY HELLO TO SKINNY BITCH!!!!
lolx
this is super random!
just feeling like shouting this out loud :p
i shall become skinnier still ><
working make me lose weight
hahax


dont forget to toss in the word ATTITUDE!!

i camwhore near 45 photos in a span of less den an hour :p

xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 6:20 PM
just go back not long from another torturous sat class ><
haix
i dun even noe why i have to study accounting =.=
its damn sucky
head gonna split into 2 soon :(

had nothing better to do
so went updating friendster
nahx
i dun have facebook account
hahax
no time to go try :p

its been a long day :(
and tml there more mugging to do ><
damn freaked out by the upcoming exam
hahax
tink didnt study for too long so a bit lost touch le :p

random~
love is..i dunno...
weird
lolx
cant define
can only be felt
love is...i dunno..
vulnerable
make one weak to another
love is..i dunno..
nice
the hugs kisses and misses
well..
love is..love..
pure and simple
but its a two sided sword
either you get the blunt end or sharp end
either you get happiness or hurt
its a try and error thing isnt it?
lolx
love is simple..if you think so...

nthing beats having a nice bunch of friends around you
to listen
to share
to bitch
to go out with :)

nothing make sense yet
hahax
i am typing whatever that come to my mind
lolx
i just feel like blogging but theres no main topic ya :p
blehx

actually have class gathering today de :(
but got class
haix
very long nv see my s20 peeps le ><

anyone going for countdown?
i will be free on 31st
hubs got night duty ><
ask me out?
hahax

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Friday, December 28, 2007 at 1:51 PM
well its finally friday!!
hahahax
the long waited day :D
and its pay day too!!
whee~
my first official monthly pay :D
heex
but now i got to clear all my debts first before i can spend any :x
hope theres still like post-christmas shopping left for me :x LOL

2007 like going to gone just like that
this year i very no festive mood sia
maybe cause old le or maybe because i am working
holidays for me are just days of extra rest times :p
lack of sleep you noe
heex
but this year really super sianx lo
had been working for 1 year 1 month as of today le
the pass 25months is like so...boring...
other then working
i didnt really do much =.=
well, at least now i am studying :)
but my first exam is next sunday =.=
which is like the first week of a new year =.=
rahh
very LONG never mug le ><
kinda forget about how to revise everything
and my lecturer damn "cute" lo
she is really humorous and nice but hor...
she like to explain those chim chim things that we dun understand and make us do a lot of examples but we still dun understand ><
and when everything is done and we were like struggling to digest what we had just learn and trying to make sense of all the things she said,
she will say "dun worry, its not gonna come out in the exam" ><
ZZZ
like thanx ar
now u make me all confused ><
i really forget how to study le :(

anyways
margaret brought her son into office today
damn cute la
2 years old nia
hahax
but very clever lo
margeret will ask him "where mami working at? mami is working at barclays..."
den he will answer "bank" :D
and when they were peering out to the construction cranes outside,
magaret says "the crane lift me..."
and he will answer "up" :D
hahax
damn cute!!
2 years old only lehx!!
he even know his numbers kaes!
i hope my kid will be lidat :p
but then the lil boy like rolling on the ground..LOL
so i keep seeing him laying here or there on our carpetted floor or crawling around :p

tonight actually going bear's bbq de
but i damn scared about the exam so meeting others to study instead ><
gonna mug hard!!
really very scared i will fail ><
i dun wan to retake this module!!
gambatae kudasai!!

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Thursday, December 27, 2007 at 1:56 PM
this is a touching letter i got from Quan Yifeng's blog
i have tried to loosely translate it to english for the benefit of non-chinese :)
its not a really good translation but it held the meaning..
this is written by a parent to her child..

當我老了 , 不再是原來的我
when i grew old, and isnt what i originally was
請理解我 , 對我有一點耐心 .
please understand me, and treat me with patience.
當我把菜湯洒到的衣服上時 , 當我忘記怎樣系鞋帶時 ,
when i accidentally spilled soup on my shirt, when i forgot how to tie my shoelaces
請想一想當初我是如何牽著你的手教你 .
please think about how i held your hands to teach you in the past
當我一遍又一遍的重复你早已聽膩的話語 ,
when i kept repeating words that you were already sick of
請耐心的聽我說 , 不要打斷我 .
please listen to me with patience, don't interrupt me.
你從小的時候 , 我不得不重复那個我講過千百遍的故事 , 直到你進入夢鄉 .
when you were young, i couldnt not repeat stories that were already repeated for so many times, until you fell asleep.

當我需要你幫我洗澡時 , 請不要責备我 .
when i need you to bathe me, please do not reprimand me.
還記得小時候我千方百計哄你洗澡的情形嗎 ?
do you still remember how i use all kinds of methods to coax you to bathe?
當我對新科技和新事物不知所措時 , 請不要嘲笑我 .
when i could'nt seem to understand the new technologies and inventions, please do not laugh at me.
想一想當初我怎樣耐心地去回答你每一個 ” 為什麼 ” .
think about how in the past i always patiently answer all your "whys".

當我由于双脚疲勞而無法行走時 ,請伸出你年輕有力的手攙扶我 .
when my legs are tired and cant walk anymore, please extend your young and energetic hand to hold me.
就像你小時候學習走路時 , 我扶你那樣 .
just like how i hold you, when you were just learning how to walk.
當我忽然忘記我們談話的主題 , 請給我一些時間去回想 .
when i suddenly forget the main topic of our conversation, please give me some time to remember.
其實對我來說 , 談論什麼并不重要 ,
actually to me, it doesnt matter what we were talking about,
只要你能在一旁聽我說 , 我就很滿足了 .
as long as you can be beside me and listen to me talk, i am already contented.

當你看著老去的我 , 請不要悲傷 .
when you look at the aged and wrinkly me, please dont be sad.
理解我 , 支持我 , 就像你剛開始學習如何生活時我對你那樣 .
understand me, support me, just like how i treat you when you are just learning how to live.
當初我引導你走上人生的路 ,
gone were the days when i guide you on the path of life,
如今請陪我走完最後的路 , 給我你的愛和耐心 ,
and now please accompany me down my last journey, give me love and patience,
我會報以感激的微笑 .
i will reprociate you with a grateful smile.
這微笑中凝結著我對你無限的愛 .
and this smile will contain the unconditional and limitless love from me to you.
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 1:33 PM
lesson yesterday was horrible :(
i dont think i understand anything though i can do the examples =.=
exams in one week time!! ><
SHIT!
time to mug..

mugger life ROX! (not)

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007 at 10:51 PM

caught "i am legend" with hubs and kian at westmall which i super long never go watch movie at le :x at least for 1 year o.O though i live just opposite there..lol..
rather nice show but i dont like the ending :x
hahax
but watchable lo :p
though its a zombie show but its not that gory or bloody
recently like a lot of this kind of show
ie viral, diseases that infected all humans and everyone died or become blood thirsty creatures =.=
like no other show to do le and all is about the world come to the end or something de
zzz
we are like cursing ourselves sia
and its bloody scary lo
i cant imagine if whats shown is gonna be real in real life o.O

christmas is coming to an end in 1 hr time...
2007 is ending in 6 days from now...
time doesnt seem to be enough for me to do all the things that i want :x


i think i deserve a wish on christmas since i had been such a good girl :D
i wish for happiness, love and peace for my family, my friends, all who know me and the world :)
who says only miss world wannabe can hope for world peace?
i am just a plain jane, a girl next door
but i do wish for world peace too :)
i just wanna life for all of us to be better
who would want wars and terrors?
i think nobody do...

*imissyou*

xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 3:28 PM
I Think I
歌手: 范玮琪

一天过一天,
从不确定就有答案
就想这样 停留在只有你去的方向
每当你出现在我身旁
就感觉爱情的重量
我越在意越难衡量就越放不下 越不去想就越是他

i think i love you
爱就是这样
cause i miss you
喜欢你善良 陪你去逛逛,
会偶尔吵架, 吵累了说贴心的话

i am falling for you
爱就是这样
now i need you
想等你放假, 要一起分享
今晚的星光, 当你说要守护幸福不打烊

我们越看就越像, 不说也能了解对方
画同一张图话, 想同一个梦想
幸福是一座大灯塔
少了你世界就照不亮, 你一定会再给我力量
其实爱我并不复杂, 知心的对话,
就能够往幸福出发

i think i love you
爱就是这样
cause i miss you
喜欢你善良 陪你去逛逛,
会偶尔吵架, 吵累了说贴心的话

i am falling for you
爱就是这样
now i need you
想等你放假, 要一起分享
今晚的星光, 当你说要守护幸福不打烊

可时常热恋的人受伤,
爱也总让人们变得坚强
我们不会知道, 以后的日子会有多长
在我的世界,
都有会有你守护肩膀

i think i love you
爱就是这样
cause i miss you
喜欢你善良
陪你去逛逛, 会偶尔吵架,
吵累了说贴心的话

i am falling for you
爱就是这样
now i need you
想等你放假, 要一起分享
今晚的星光, 当你说要守护幸福不打烊

chinese version of my current blog song :)
the korean version is the theme song for "Full House" which is damn nice :)
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 3:13 PM
歌曲:逆风 歌手: 花园精灵 专辑:《东方茱丽叶 电视原声带》

用獨特的关键字眼 我搜尋著世界
只想找到一個空間 佈置我的宣言
夢想已存放許多 不在乎被誰偷走
我只有一個感受 我真的 真的 我真的受傷過

黑夜逆風細雨
夢想熱情和我
痛苦卻又甜蜜
why should i care at all..at all...

我不管別人的看法
卻又想被人看見
你總是說出了盲點 有時候真是討厭
信心已存放了許多 你不在卻不好過
我只有一個感受 你真的 真的 你真的夠愛我

黑夜逆風細雨
夢想熱情和我
痛苦卻又甜蜜
why should i care....why should i care...
why should i care at all...at all...

每個選擇路口 我就挑難的路走
每次你放棄我
我突然回頭你卻還跟著我

黑夜逆風細雨
夢想熱情和我
痛苦卻又甜蜜
why should i care...why should i care...
why should i care at all..at all...

this isnt a new song
but its one of my current addiction..
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 2:46 PM
went out to get something for myself for christmas :D
nothing much; just some nail polish

but since theres a promotion going on
i got the whole package :p $17.90 only :p
so much less than what i spend on others' christmas presents

the box that come with it is very nice :)
as though i am buying a present for someone else :p
the whole thing :)
inside :)
what i did to my nails :p
the red colour was brighter den i expected but i dun care le
i happy can le :D
why should i care at all...
and decide to use the nail sticker that comes with the package also
i think its rather ok for a first attempt bahx :p
have an urge to get paint brushes and do design for my own nails
the stickers are too fixed for me le
like not much space for some creative thinking
but my right hand isnt really good at drawing (i am a left hander! :D)
so ya
still considering :p

anyway
got my bro to help me do a couple of my nails but he is a flop lo =.=
so lousy de
hahax
but its fun la
and in the end got to wash off the colour and do myself :p

i love pretty nails!!
hahax
and i love high heels!!
this is so random can ><

did i mention that one of the tube top i got yesterday is red colour?
lolx
i think i am addicted to red
and everything is like so christmasy :p
the thing lacking is the atmosphere bahx ><

its raining again :(
haix

*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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at 12:00 AM
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!! :)
i hear fireworks!!!
hahax
hope everyone will have a wonderful christmas!
and a happy new year ahead! :)
going to say goodbye to 2007 soon..
xoxo, Amber ♥
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Monday, December 24, 2007 at 10:14 PM
the day started out rather fine
its christmas eve so everybody seems to be in a good mood
since work end at 3pm today
me and eunice are like counting down since 9am
didnt had much to do
so out of boredom we took pics and did dumb things caught in the end
of course i camwhore too
ha
like wads new :p

me and eunice :D


eunice favourite pastime in office; finding split ends =.=
LOL..she damn cute lo..i manage to capture her 3 steps to fighting split ends - 1. FIND 2. PREPARE YOUR SCISSORS & 3. CUT
LOL
this is my impression of her when she found split ends in her hair :p
eunice hp screensaver; her parrots..lol..she love them loadx! :p

ME ME ME & ME :p

tied plaits in boredness :p
my INSANELY HIGH BUT FAVOURITE HEELS
INSANELY EXPENSIVE fossil watch which belongs to eunice and she bought it cause its fun =.= it has this feature whereby u can stop the minute hand and let the minute hand turn one full round without disrupting the time..ermx..ya..thats fun to her :p
christmas present from xiang :) a bottle with our photo inside :)
our office slippers that saves us from some blisters and pains from our heels :p
and being insanely bored; we did these...
me and the "sign here" post it..LOL
me and cookies from agnes for christmas :)
eunice..trying to test that different angle really gives a lighting that causes us to have fairer skin :)

mondo heels ROX!
eunice with rubber thumbs..lol..she wanna take something dumb so this is it..hahax..

eunice the evil and amber the victim :p
posing...
tried to take a pic of eunice working but she keep trying not to laugh..
the bird & cactuses; our mini desert..hahax
me with the chocalates i bought for them
candid!!
she think my present isnt nice =.= zzz..its SINS CHOCOLATES LEHX..hahax..but she still eat so its nice!! LOL
she with the present she give us..bar soup from marks&spencer..smells damn nice can!!
me and nice nice soap!
SINS chocolates
presents! coffee club drink treated by one of the bankers

lunch was treated by the bank
a mini buffet in office
and so we rotted till 3pm and off we go!
hahax
met sinkuan and peihuang at bugis for some shopping
but theres a lot of people!!!!
so sianx!
got myself a watch and 2 tube tops though :)
wanted to get skinnies; white one but i dun like the cutting!
make my thighs look big :x
stop saying i look aneroxic!!
maybe i did got thinner
but it isnt that bad la :x

group photo!
me & sk

went squeezing and weeving through bugis village in my insanely high heels
nearly died
but didnt though i hope the pain will do something abt my emo-ness
apparantly it didnt help and i still feel sad
oh
whatever!

some overdued pics for last weekend!
playing aroung with stallone cap and sunnies!
didnt noe i suit this kind of sunnies!!
LOL
damn chio lo
hahax :p
me and stallone
went shop for christmas presents before lesson on sat and didnt feel like studying after that cause i just wanna SHOP!!!
hahax

me & sk at alumni night :)
didnt manage to take much pics :p
the team members for organising alumni night as drawn by sk :)
she gave me bigger eyes den everyone else..lol..

i dunno whats wrong with me these days
i seemed to have lost my way
dunno is it due to the year ending
or whatever nonsense...
emo-ness


*imissyou*
xoxo, Amber ♥
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