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| Tuesday, April 29, 2008 at 10:43 PM |
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ZhU t0U: hahax..thanx :) i applied for leave le :D i really need a break :)
SYNNE: hahax..ya..but i learned it the hard way this time :x but now i noe le..work is just PURELY work..i miss school sia :X
sinkuan: hello!! i am not aneroxic..its reasonable really :x
caca: tagged ya :D
hweeyen: lolx..ya..hanging there..tink i need a break before my next job :x
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and so i survived..
its tuesday
but it felt like its thursday :x
OT till 9pm today :(((
haix
very long never go home when the sky is still bright le :((
tml will be another day of OT
but i think i will go in earlier so that i can clocked the hours but leave earlier
its getting on my nerves when ppl look forward to 6pm and go home at that time but i had so many hours to go still :X
its super demoralising at the same time...
looking forward to thursday..
public holiday :)
had took leave for next mon and next next wed
so i gonna have a long long weekend this week :)
too bad i cant take for friday :x
if not it will be a longer weekend...
left with only a mere 7 days leave for the rest of the year :x
on the bright side :)
i got my results for POM exam le :)
A+ :D
heex
but am really worried for the last exam: EE >.<
May gonna be a hectic month
i am expecting many many more OT days
or should i say everyday other than school nights
there many birthdays
events
weddings
investiture
boo!
bro rushing me le
think he want to DOTA..like AGAIN..
i think my lappie gonna have a shorter life at the rate he is gaming :x
but too bad for me that he is my brother
i cant say no :x
till another day then
i got washings to do before i can turn in :X
did you know....
my family doesnt own a washing machine and i think my mum is damn great for she hand wash all our clothes :) |
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28 April - monday
got to reach office early to test out the system
lucky everything was ok :)
but unpacking and adjusting took up most of the morning :x
tired...
big big big boss treat ice cream!!! :)
hahax
Ben&Jerry somemore wor!! :D
his PA just send an email:
"take a break. theres ice cream at my desk."
lolx
yanling they all took the chocolate fudge for me :)))
heex
me ish a happy girl :))))) until i finish my ice-cream and went back to my "mountains" that is.. =.= OT till 8pm :((( haix but theres some perks :) hahax for there were left over ice cream!! :D but left cherry glacia only.. still nice though :D hahax i took 4 :p bring home and share mah!!! :p and i cant help to feel happy after i had my dinner and start on my Ben&Jerry's again :)) whee~~~
:)))) went to bed early well... 11pm was early consider i reach home at 9plus 10pm :x fell asleep almost immediately :x |
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26 & 27 April - the weekends
sat exam was :(((((
hahax
i tried my best le
see my luck now :p
spent sunday slacking at home!!
lolx
i read my library books
watch tv
slack
took afternoon nap
lie around
pamper myself with moisturisers and scrubs and facial
slack somemore
and felt so rested and energised that the thought of going back to work on monday actually didnt detered me and i actually look forward to it!! o.O
and for a moment i though i am mad
LOL
i got one week break before my next module start
and i so gonna take the time to rest my tired brain
if work hadnt killed it first :x |
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| Saturday, April 26, 2008 at 1:09 AM |
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oh no..its 1am :(
and i just cant get anything into my head yet :(
god
i need some help now..
does burning your notes and gulping them down with water works?
man, aint i desperate.... |
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sinkuan: no lo!!! i want to lose weight for a good reason de..anyway at the state tat i am working, i think i am losing about that amount of weight =.=
hweeyen: the thing is they dont treat me as student le :( not temp le..is perm but they not hiring at the moment yet..maybe will bahx :x but by then maybe i quit le..wahhax..
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this is the time when i feel like bashing myself up for procrastinating too much and got to burn all the whatever oil that i have left to study =.=
and exam is like 9 hours away >.<
raaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why did i even choose to pay to study and make myself so stressed up?
i wonder...
but studying is the only sane thing left :x
work is insane..
cramping all 10 lessons into one night is really too much
and i am not so proud to say that whenever i finished one module,
i promise myself i wouldnt go through the same suffering of cramping books again
but i did once again :(
i am such a bad girl...
i feel so like sleeping and the bed is such a welcome sight
but i cant!!!
i dont want to get any less than an A :x
haix
EXPECTATIONS!!!
so here i am
doing an update before going back to the books :)
seriously i rather blog all day..
lolx
today is a usual day of work and fluster
no TGIF
for everyday is the same other than sat and sun
but tml got exam so sat for this week is no better :x
i am such a no lifer ._.
at 6pm though, we dropped all the things on hand,
stuff all our personal, office and desk items and documents into boxes
and shift everything to our new desks
starting next monday we wouldnt have our own room anymore
will be outside with the rest of the ops ppl :x
it will be damn quiet out there except for my scanner :x
so sianx lo
cant talk loudly
laugh loudly
and joke like before...
haix
they have to even deprive the little fun we had :(
life gonna sucks big time...
what i am afraid though
is that ppl will complain about the noise of my scanner
and i will be forced to go and sit alone in the new processing room :(
that will be damn sad can...
keeping my fingers crossed on this...
but its a big possibility >.<
the legal people are sitting just beside me and i dont think they are noise tolerant peeps...
its weird
i should be feeling darn anxious now
but i felt surprisingly calm
and what i can think of is what to do after exams tml ._.
lolx
its been damn long since i went shopping
but i cant tml for thy is broke >.<
payday is on monday though :)
but got to settle my school fees :(
everything is such a contradiction nowadays
how i wish life is simpler...
my eyes are heavy and my back is aching
but i am not succumbing to the zzz monster yet
i still got a few more chapters to go :(
i pray that when i wake up in the morning, my mind will have all the answers for any questions in the exam..amen... |
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| Thursday, April 24, 2008 at 10:04 PM |
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Replies to you :)
wongwong: wow!! lucky you :) hahax..i watch the show le :p very nice :D but a bit draggy :p hahax
sinkuan: hahax..i must clear my stuffs before i can resign and i really need money to pay school fees now :x haix..got to endure until all are clear and find another job that has a higher pay :p
him: lolx..hopefully :p wait till everything is over bahx..
ZhU t0u: i feeling better already :D thanx :D
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feeling much better already
thanks all for the concern :D
but still very tired
rushing through each day buried with work
days seems super long nowadays
for when ppl look forward to ending work at 6pm, i still got 2 more hours to go >.<
rarely is there a day i go home when the sun is still around :x
haix
everyday seems to last longer and when i thought i very long never update le
i realise that my latest update was yesterday morning :x
LOL
i am so getting out of touch with time :x
currently i have deleted all the internet shortcuts on both of my office computers :p
this would curb all the temptations of me clicking them
and work i shall do..till death will me and work part..
LOL
whatever
i think i am getting mad
haix
just hope all this will end soon....
still dunno how to face her
face the one whom i trusted so much but had given me the stab in the back :(
we had small talks with the rest
but i felt awkward when theres only me and her
i dunno if she is the one who dealt me the accusation but i was sure of it for if its not her then who?
now i dun really trust anyone accept myself le
why must things turn out this way?
anyways
we will be shifting out of our cosy room le
gonna sit outside with the rest of the world out there
things gonna to get more and more different and difficult bahx
i wonder how long i can last out there
i was hoping to stay at least for one year though :x
but if one day i resign it will be the day i am drove too much up the wall and too sick of adults and corporates and their selfishness....
i am kinda addicted to the 4-letter vulgar word nowadays
and my mind is screaming it off at the moment...
i think somewhere in my head i haven really cool off yet..
its not easy to forget and let go of this kind of anger isnt it?
currently am trying hard to upload moo's birthday celebration photos to photobucket now
its so slow can >.<
sk!!! i cant use the bulk uploader and i dont noe why =.=
the page just wont load and i can only load like a few at one go :x
and i got like many many photos!!
realise that i look very pinkish and powderish in all the photo >.<
zzz
its a bad make-up day
must be i lay too much foundation le ._.
sianx
now i tink i look darn ugly in all the photos >.<
 moo's birthday cake :D
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something wrong with blogger >.<
they only allow me to upload the picture of moo's cake
raaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant even something just go right for once and make me a tad happier for now?
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ok..i realise i can upload..but like 1 photo at once only o.O
 me and sk :D
she always get to take the first photo with me :p hahax...cox we are nearly always sitting in the immediate vicinity; beside each other :p *laughs* its my virgin pink day :p the theme was pink and i dont own any pink clothes >.< had to go shopping to get something in line with the theme and something that i gonna wear again at the same time :p  menus of timbre :D
. . . . . . . . . zzzz photos wouldnt load again :(( let this be a sneak preview? more will be up soon :p its was really a great night though...catching up with the dearies :) but the service at timbre is really quite bad :x doubt we going back there again... oh, hell...its already 11pm... haix..i only reach home at 9pm..time pass darn fast >.< and sat is exam and i aint ready yet :( i think i flop the assignment so i have to get full marks for exam to secure my A :( really tired..can i get mc tml?
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| Wednesday, April 23, 2008 at 8:06 AM |
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if i hadnt been so angered yesterday
maybe the update will have been a happier one
i still haven post regarding moo's birthday celebration and i haven upload the photos to photobucket
sorry to sk and people if you all are waiting for the photos
its will be soon alritex?
i need some time to recover now
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if this entry had been entered last night
its would most prob sounds super vulgar and harsh and full of anger
prob will start with "fuck" & "fuckers" and stuffs like that for a quarter of the page before anything else is contributed
but my bro used my com till late last night =.=
so i fell asleep after too much resentment and letting go too much tears
now that i am reminded
i have been tearing a lot lately
saturday
monday
and yesterday
i am such a crybaby...
anyways
whatever that is left of yesterday's anger was
disappointment
betrayal
more disappointments
and hate
now that they have drawn the line so clear
i realise that i am the naive fool all along
ha
i laugh at my own foolishness
now what yanling says before make all sense "colleagues will always be colleagues, never friends"
now that i learned through the hard way
how the corporate world works
they never forgive and forget
they forgive and wait till things happen den they bring out all the past mistakes and throw everything to you at once
yesterday i got my first..or maybe not..taste of betrayal
all the accusations
suddenly i just felt so alone
or maybe i always had been alone
just that i am stupid enough to think that i am in the team
i dont deny that i use office hours to do personal things
but for how long only?
need things blow out to such a big proportion?
come on la
the backlogs arent even caused by me in the first place...
the bottomline is i received a warning letter from agency
and i felt no use in appealing against whatever things that i felt i was accused of
for it doesnt make my life any better
for now
i shall focus on clearing my stuffs
LIKE A ROBOT
like what they want me to
and no
i cant even click at the internet icon
i think i have to delete the shortcut
i still got 4min before i have to leave the house
and i so dont want to go to work :(
i tink i cried too much
feel very tired now and eyes were swollen..
dont know how to face them also
or maybe just her
i couldnt face someone i hate with a smile
i never could
i feel super hypocrite
or maybe i should just go along with the flow
see what happen next
in whatever the case
thy will prove to them that i can meet the deadline
be it i have to come back over the weekends or OT till i die
30 Apr it will be
or and did i mention they never consider that i actually have a life and i have lessons, homework and exams?
nahx
i think i wont stay on for very long
what for?
when they never see my efforts but just all my mistakes...
maybe the same thing will happen sooner or later in a new environment
but at least i am on the same ground as all my colleagues
there is no line drawn between barclays and me
for i am an outsource
never their headcount
i think i still deserve to scold this..
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now i feel so much better...... |
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| Sunday, April 20, 2008 at 11:21 PM |
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yeahs!!!!
finally can blog le :D
hahax
just home from moo's birthday celebration
i got 101 photos >.<
but i am tired now :p
shall update more tml :)
nitex love
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| Sunday, April 13, 2008 at 9:59 PM |
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caca: tagged ya :D
sinkuan: hahax..see how la..got buyer le den confirm will move..next time we meet at town lo..LOL
szeeee: really??? why suddenly also move so far?? :x hhaax...next time class gathering cannot JP le :p ask them come town :p hahax
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Friday isnt a TGIF
cause thy got class :x
so boring and sianx can
friday night lesson when everyone else are out playing -.-
caught this movie after class though :)
its quite nice la
but a bit too draggy :x
its like a 2hours movie
so when the movie is 3/4 through i was like looking at my watch to see how long the whole thing is already :p
wanted to watch "Definitely maybe" actually
but no time slots le :x
maybe next week can watch :D
den Sat got class also!!
rahh!!!!
so sianx lo
2-6pm =.=
can just die with 2 consecutive class days
and assignment dued on wed :(
sadded
dunno how to do and no much time also :(
today is just slacking the whole day
start a bit on assignment but still very far from finishing :x
feeling sleepy le :x
hahax
den tml monday again!!! :(
like play not enough :x
monday = work = sianx
and i still need to do OT =.="
most prob gonna OT till 8pm bahx
cause the backlogs have to be cleared by end of this month :(
on top of that i got my assignment to complete!!
I DONT HAVE ENOUGH TIME!!!
give me 48 hours and maybe more pairs of hands please!!!
thy is tired le but i still got many questions to do before i can retire for the night :( |
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| Thursday, April 10, 2008 at 10:43 PM |
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dadi say he want to move house..
ask me if i want anot
i anything bahx
maybe a new environment is good also :)
wanted to move all the way to the east
but feel that it will be too far from everybody...
mami say maybe move to yishun there bahx
anyhow
have to see if theres a buyer first..
it will be easier for me to revamp my room if we move to a new place though... |
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sinkuan: hahax..your office computer lousy :p thanks for helping me the other day :D hahax..i still dunno whats wrong with my template html though :p
caca: tagged ya :D
mu: some guy from school >.<
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from today onwards
i got to OT at least 1 hour to clear all the backlogs >.<
they actually wanted me to come back during weekends to work de lo :(
sianx~
even though OT pay is good
but i am very tired :x
haix
no choice..only i can help myself :(
today got fire drill for south tower (our office building)
the email states that its between 3.30 - 5pm
but adults being adults
dont like the idea of walking down 29 stories down the building during the evacuation (lifts will not work during the evacuation)
which they also dunno exactly what time will commence
so what do they do???
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they simply take the lift (while it is still working) at 3.30pm to the ground floor
and take a coffee break while waiting for the whole damn thing to be over o.O
 
 manage to snap a few pics but there is really a lot more ppl around :p
its a bloody waste of time for all of us though >.<
we got too much things to do and still need do the drill
sianx lo
have to wait for the alarm to go off
den walk over to this open field
and take attendance ._.
the whole thing took about an hour..
if i dont have any work to do, i would have enjoyed it bahx..
OT until 730pm today :x
alone...
*cries*
hates to be alone
nearly everyone in the room left at 6pm
den agnes left at 645pm
so left me alone :(
outside still got many ppl working though
but feel very sad can :(
morale damn low....
haix
just wish that everything can be done and completed soon
i have been facing the backlogs for nearly a month le :(
its torturing... |
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| Monday, April 07, 2008 at 11:27 PM |
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i was told that i am fat and heavy!!! :((((
damn sadded can :(
its a highly sensitive issue... |
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phew~~~
after a few days on not updating
i started from last week and i am finally at monday!!!
lolx
but it isnt a good monday i must say!!! >.<
other den the usual monday blues...
thy was "touched" by the sucky guy this morning!!! :(((
feel so sad can!!!!
it wasnt really very bad but i really felt damn disgusted for he is really a disgusting guy in the first place :x
have repeated the story so many times and whining about it the whole day :(
spoil my day cause it happen in the morning when i just step into the office :(
charles saw too >.<
but he never save me!!!
so much for damsel in distress!!
but i got not hero >.<
haix
but cant blame him also
we all didnt expect it
and i also didnt have time to react :(((
next time i will shout in his face he dare do the same thing to me!!!! or maybe i will just slap him!!!
den the rest of the day slogged my butt off
trying uberly hard to clear my stuffs but again in vain...
haix
take one step at a time bahx girl...
meet sk to take train back to je together
poor girl face swollen and red from her pimple medicine ._.
i seriously think its allergic reaction
we parted at je; she went to see her doc, i change train for home
this morning someone jump train and died at cck >.<
haix
i dont understand why ppl choose sucide
or maybe desperation can really drive people up to the end bahx
its not a choice a sane person will make
but its kinda sad
all problems will have a solution but being dead just create a new problem on top of the old
its shows again that life is fragile :(
sometimes its not that i dont want to listen
but i really dont want to know
its mean of me to tell you not to say what you want to
but what reaction do you want?
i dont know
really
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weekends (5 & 6 April)
did nothing significant
nothing special
went out a bit
had dinner at town with a couple of friends
ate at SPAGEDDIES at paragon
food was ok but the customer service kinda sucks =.=
they dont refill your water automatically cause they never did come around to check
and when you ask for refill they look damn blur and took them a few seconds to realise what we want =.=
sianx diaox
had a few drinks after dinner
chilling out
too bad i didnt bring my camera along
so no pics :p
hahax
pics with the girls and i dunno if i gonna see them soon :p |
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4 April FRIDAY
TGIF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF.................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOLx
i love fridays!!
dont you??!!! ^^
agnes on mc again..thats 3 consecutive days le..
hope she will get well soon...
work doesnt have much changes
ITS STILL THE SAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ROARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
was happy that i can view blogs though :D
hahahax
went blog hopping though i got loadx to do :p
but people tend to not update frequently >.<
lolx
so after one two days, i got nothing new to read le :p
i even went to google my name lo
wahahax
but i think everyone does that before isnt it?
street directory cannot use le ._.
i know this is super random
but i hearts the website can
but now cannot use le :(
so sianx
all the lawsuit thing
haix
now if you want to ask me go somewhere i never been before i also dunno go where check the directions le >.<
didnt go out or anything after work
had an early early night instead :)
hahax
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3 April 2008 Thursday
eunice send us the group pic taken on the day she left :)
guess why i am right in front? (no prize for the correct answer :p lolx)
same reason
face small
thin ._.
so from left: yanling, me, celestia, agnes, eunice, camryn :)
company got bowling event at marina square
we booked the whole bowling alley from 745pm onwards
my first bowl in my 19 years on earth :p
hahax
but i got a sucky guy in my same team >.<
haix
suainess
but lucky got charles :)
so everything is still bearable
bowling was rather fun :p
hahax
i didnt score any strikes though
lolx
did some spares but a lot of "long kang" shots :p
wahahax
darn funny
they did a score lists for everyone at the end
didnt come in last though :p
hahahax
thats good enough for a beginner isnt it :p
LOL
the main thing is i had fun :D
other den when the sucky guy is around >.<
agnes didnt turn up for work today
poor her fainted at the mrt station >.<
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2 April 2008 Wednesday
work as usual >.<
BORING!!! TIRING!!!
promise pictures of my "mountains"
so here they are ._.
a picture speaks a thousand words - below are 6 thousand words =.=
too horrified to describe.."enjoy"...
  the in-tray and around
  mountains and boxes of stuffs undone ._.
like what sk will say "CUI-NESS" =.="'
i tried very hard to clear the mountains le
but in clearing one, i am buidling two at the same time =.=
rahh!!!
how to finish sia???
lesson in the evening as usual
yet another dramatic one :p
though the teacher is rather gay
but he is still interesting and funny and lesson arent that boring :p
hahax
economics is dry but the teacher make it rather interesting so its still ok bahx :D
very fast assignment going due den exam also coming le >.<
assignment dued : 16 april 2008
exam date : 26 april 2008
>.<
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