its been raining for nearly the bloody whole week!!! i feel freaking sick :( freezingly cold block & stuffy nose itchy throat rawrs!!!
these few days had been the same work school home school is as boring as ever i went off at break sorry it is just too sleep inducing :((
aint feeling too good emo-ing christopher saying i got a murderous look LOls more like fierce i think i have an evil aura i am the evil queen hahas anyways it turned sunny in the afternoon and it kind of brightens my mood :)) lunched out with christopher at shenton house :) back from lunch always means 5 more hours to knock off time i am so happy that its finally friday tml!! :D
stop telling me what to do stop telling me to think properly before i make any decision i got think properly but i think i am still young i should try things that only youths can afford to do mistakes that i can still afford to make i know i should look ahead but whats looking ahead when on the way you trash ur own dreams?? you will regret not planning earlier or ahead you gave up something that you wanna do for something that you feel comfortable with but i will regret if i am not doing what i feel like doing now i will curse myself for giving up on opportunities you have my youth is limited my life is too i live only once so let me be no decision made is a win-win situation because its default that when u make one decision you are sacrificing the other one it means you lost in a sense too, isnt it? i want to make my life worthwhile i am still young but already i had wasted so much time i have so much more that i wanna do i dont give a damn that the road ahead is tough just shut up and let me be thank you
i think the rainy days are affecting me haix too many people giving me too many advices i just want things to be simple cannot mehx?
i am having a pimple outbreak!! *screams* i need my facial!!! but i dont have the fucking time!!!
been spending a lot this month!!! zzz my horoscope a few days ago said that i shouldnt go to shopping areas as i would spent a lot and true enough my last 2 trips to westmall make me spend $100+ =.=" westmall only lehx!!! imagine if i hit town =.= damages would be unbearable and i already got restrict le :( sadness must spend wisely next month but with birthdays coming up dar and mine i would like to spend some on celebrations :) shall control in oct wahahas wishlist is being updated and theres many more!! :p but i still dont know what to get for dar!! :x
i still haven confirm my outing with my s20 girls tinking of cancelling the sentosa trip and just have dinner on friday night (19 sept) weekends are hard cause they need spend time with family and bfs hahax if anyone of u is reading this can sms me ur suggestions? appreciate :)
business is so far so good :) haven gain back the captial but i am a happy lady boss :) at least i got people asking for the items :) should i start taking in new stocks? LOls have to spend another big amount but if i dont spent some now, i wouldnt earn ritex? hmmx business is all about taking risks >.< decisions!!! i hate them!! no..i should hate myself lols why am i so wishy-washy?? :x damn
addiction to blog shopping is back again!!! :x oh no!!! control!!!
august gone in a few more days sorry if i forgot any of the august babies birthdays!! :x
its 11.56pm my eyes are tired my contact lens are still on there i miss dar :x so used to double bed that i feel so lonely now its still cold but tonight i only have me myself & i *iloveyou*
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Monday, August 25, 2008 at 11:57 PM
Oh my!!! look at the time =.= haix
slacked over the weekends!! bloody rainy days spoil all the plans!! :x
Friday did nothing slacked bro back from camp called me to quarrel =.= "cold war" dumb dumb bro!!!
Saturday HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MAMI!!! i gave her an ang pao :p hahas :D dinner at home, dadi cooked!! :D meet dar at night :) 3 new earrings given by dearest :) stayed up late help jieneng with his "project" :p addiction to peach & pomegrenate frappachinnos continues bubble teas played with wires and pliers olyumpics listen to horror shows while using computer getting freak out by the sounds or by the accidental lifting of head to view the screen :p LOLs
Sunday fried mars bars are damn nice!!! UFO catcher again :D but no prize this time :x Time Crisis II complete in 10mins??? *claps* caught "Death Race"with dar :D its nice!!! a bit gory though :p planned to shop by walking to town from PS BUT it rained =.= stucked at PS walk around abit but PS is only so big =.= went novena for dinner at KFC then to toa payoh to meet dar's family for dinner (again) at the Oasis :p hahas gluttony is a sin!!!! but i didnt eat much on the later part :p Baileys is nice!! full of alcohol at first taste but sweet aftertaste :) though it gets quite sickening after a while :x gulped down the alcohol and slept like a baby that night :p
Today been busy the whole day!!! pissed off!! (d)emoralised!!! burying ownself in mountain full of bottomless stuffs!! :x
But anyhow HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIANGLONG!!! :)
i wished him through sms:
"Mr chong! Happy Birthday! Even though you have lesson early in the morning, hope that e rest of the day will be good :) take cares n accounts rocks! wahahas..love, cj"
and i purposely add the cj behind in case he dont know who i am
and guess what he reply?? . . . . . . "hahahs thanks! But who are you! Cj! U are nt supposed to be using hp in sch! I confiscate ah >=o"
=.="
ROFL i dont know to laugh or cry he thought i am one of his students lols
lucky him got 45 students singing birthday song in class to him (well..after giving them a rocher each i heard :p hahas) but hey! not everyone can experience this de ok :) and our dear mr chong had some impressive records while being a relief teacher isnt it? setting exam papers kills more brain cells den what i am doing :p but by my lunchtime he is waiting to go home le!! :x *envy*!!!
been sitting in front of the laptop since i am home replying emails till my fingers are numb :p lols www.xoxoclarissa.blogspot.com :) - my new venture due to unforeseen circumstance, i am not partnering with sk le but still visit hers at http://odorikoya.livejournal.com :)
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at 12:38 AM
was a happier sleepyhead :D look at the time!!! lols been so long since i have been awake till past 12am :p today Cinderella skipped 12midnight no early bedtime no "chores" to wake up to tml :D hahas
mood was great all day or should it be all yesterday hehex but of course work is a usual a demoralising load where time pass at light speed and blink of eye oh no no enough time kekex but i had been a good girl :) cox on leave the next day mahx so i OT for 2 hours to clear as much things as possible :))
met Juanhui for lunch today :D he is working just opposite my office SGX centre :D hahas finally after 1 WHOLE YEAR i have a friend working nearby though he is only temp-ing till end sept :x i wonder how long do i have to wait till all the people working nearby are people of my age people who were once my classmates my schoolmates LOLs tink still got a bit of way to go before i see friends in CBD area :p
cut myself :( like AGAIN is it a curse or am i just too klutzy and prone to all this cuts & bruises rahhs!!!! both thumbs are injuried now =.=
"camryn..you got plaster??" "have..wait ar..." *start ransacking drawer and pull out a string of watson plaster & another box of plaster* *attempt to take the string of watson one and tell her can le* "wait...i got cute cute ones!!! you see and choose :)"
LOLs she really got many many plasters -.-" super cute "auntie" this one is i tell you :) in the end chose a dino one hahas
pour loads of "green grass oil" on my wounds LOls *ouch* but then i am use to the pain le and its "green grass oil" can most will cringe at the mention of the name but i like it a lot lehx :p super good for wounds de ok hahas i use it since small :D now i always recommend to others but its the initial intense pain (depending on the wound) that one feel on first application that makes people dont like to use :p anyhow its damn good lo!!!
nice ritex :D its a sweet waffle kind of biscuit :D hahax..i bite one corner le :p
ALL 10 fingers are peeling :( damn sad can!!! rough and dry rahh!!! been coating them with moisturisers but it didnt seem to be helping :(( then the new skin are all very thin and vulnerable and prone to cuts :( please grow properly and recover soon!!!
COMEX show next thurs to sun (28 - 30 Aug) at Suntec :D why i go and took off today and not next friday!!! i am sooooo tempted!!! macbook? mini-note?? desktop??? LOLs cant make up my bloody mind!!! :p
Apple iphone launching in a few hours time!! :D but doubt i will get the first batch? hahas money matters and first batch always got bugs de?? hmmx wait for it to settle and the craze be gone first or is the craze over since it took so long to come SG?? i cant wait for September to come of all the months i love September!! :D my birthday month my lucky month MY month LOLs
BUT before that mami's and bro's birthdays are coming up first this sat & next sat and bro is coming home this sat :))) cant wait to see him and listen to his stories :p hahas have lesson in the afternoon though wonder should i go :p heex
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008 at 9:41 PM
yesterday was a horrible day :( headache till 645pm over a stupid file zzz but luckily the file was found in the end at least i am out of the hot water :x
lesson was uber boring like super yawnified all the lecturer did was to read from the book!!! like wth we dont know how to read mehx he only pepper a bit of real life examples here and there which i feel arent really enriching at all =.= the only thing that make the lesson any more interesting is when he say . . . "this is coming out in exam" or . . . "take note of this for your assignment"
=.=" uber khoon-ness!!!!!
how to study like that you tell me and the class attendance =.= sucks man pathetically small and after the break even worse LOls even i agree to leave after break :p
this is the view that my back is facing everyday LOls such a waste isnt it? the PSA the blue sea blue sky white clouds its feel good to look out once in awhile :)
the other day at mingjie's birthday chalet my yi se man tai + zi mou :D LOLs
roulette is coolness!!! i want it too!!! :D hahas
been craving for drinks and clubs recently :p LOls been sooooo long since i touch any liquor can
today is nearly equally horrible :( overslept missed my stop got to walk back haix blur & sleepy day lols even told pantry auntie that its tue today :x
cant wait for tml man!!!! cause friday is my off!!!
went OUB centre's hello kitty shop with wanzhen today :) tempted to buy so many things!!!! but very expensive :x hahas in the end bought a jewellery box to put at dar's :) hehex
went to see ah gong again just now today cousins arent around feel a bit awkward at first ah gong didnt really open his eyes all the while but he did try to smile when i greet him and he saw me :) sat beside him and held his hands help him massage his arms with auntie chat a bit with auntie though ah gong never joins in but i know he listens and at least thats better then silence isnt it?? when i hold his hands when i tapped my fingers onto his ah gong did respond :) never had i been so close to ah gong and now when i want to be it seems like time is running out :(
watch the whole process of uncles feeding ah gong medicine & cleaning ah gong's mouth & teeth up for the day seems like theres something in ah gong's mouth that need medical attention :( hope it isnt something serious..
chatted a bit with ah ma my ah ma dont understand mandarin she only understand hokkien hahax so its quite a lot of fun talking to her because i need to translate all my words to hokkien in my mind before i speak :p and i realise many of the things in my grandparents house are of my age!! hahas old things last longer - ah ma says so
monday night at mac, chionging assignment..i look haggard isnt it? chio??? hahahax...i know i look mature..everyone says so :p but i like this photo lehx :p LOLs
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Monday, August 18, 2008 at 8:01 PM
Cuurently addicted to this song :)
Fall for you - Secondhand Serenade :D
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may have failed But I have loved you from the start Ohhhh
But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible
So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I'm yours to keep And hold onto your words 'Cause talk is cheap And remember me tonight When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find
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at 7:48 PM
blogging in Mac XD Wireless@SG is absolute coolness can :D lols
should be chionging my assignment but i am stuck like again :x haix
went to mingjie's chalet last friday hahahs show a bit face play a bit mahjong did a ye si plus ma tai coz i zi mou for the first time in my life :D roulette is damn cool so are the drinks available tonic, gin, whisky, absoluts... they are mad!!! trying to knock out mingjie :p luck is shining on me that night :D didnt stay over though thanks jiawei for sending me to Dar's :)
weekends was spet rotting i pon class for the 2nd time just felt so demoralised after the law exam haix and now the assignment is dued :(
caught "Journey to the Center of the Earth" not bad a show but if you think logically nothing in the show is really logical LOLs so dont tink too much into it if you wanna enjoy the show :p
work is as usual today uber boredness cant wait for thursday cause i took leave on friday :p Yeahs!!!
AND i wanna go sentosa ppl!!!! i need the sun and beach and sea >.< plus the babes, hunks and bikinis lols thats so random :p too much air-con and office is brainwashing me to became nothing but a workaholic lols not that i am much a workaholic knocking off at 6pm sharp but you get my point hahax i will most prob be planning one sentosa outing soon should be in sept after my last paper :D hahahx cant wait!!!
anyhows i tink i should get back to work le haix assignment to be handed in by 2359hrs shacks toodles
p.s HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 will be out soon!!! *SQUEALS* bring me bring me!!! lols p.s.s Starbuck's Frapachinnos are nice!!!! :D esp mango & passion fruit :D
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008 at 9:32 PM
i woke up this morning thinking that its thursday =.=" how nice..zzz...
bro was gone when i work up to prepare for work his friend sent him to camp and he was out before 7am didnt even had time to say a proper farewell :x cant help feeling worried theres too many deaths in NS recently :x and it seems like bro had the same thing in mind too he blogged last night saying thanks and all that :x make me feel bad that i was screaming at him to go to sleep instead of bugging me when i am using the computer :X haix becareful ok limyeemin 2 weeks later we gonna see you again and its gonna be on your birthday :)
i am glad of the existence of blogs cause i grew up in those traditional chinese family where we dont express our love for each others in words but now at least i know what my bro thinks and even though i am the sister who handles stuffs for him that he is too lazy to do i am glad that at least he had the reliance on me though its irritating that sometimes even the slightest thing he will ask me to help him :p but thats what elder sis is for isnt it to be there to guide/help the little ones along let them walk on the grass while i take the fall thanks for being who you are brother 1 & 2 hahax both of you are people who can never be replaced in my heart :)) love you all :))
anyways it had been an ok day lols though work is still horrendously a lot but i could manage somehow will need some time maybe will need OT but lazy lehx hahas
skipped lunch :p cox i finished my breakfast at 11am hehex
someone awesomely popular in asia opened an account with us!!! wahahas cant say who :x banking secrecy :x wahahahas but even with the passports, signatures & add we also cant do anything lols later kanna sued how :p BUT *squeals* everyone is excited about it lols
i got pictures but will post them tml okaes :p
i seem to have much to say but i forgot everything le hmmx
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008 at 8:31 PM
forgot about some pics that should be here long ago lols our bazaar at paya lebar sadly it isnt a real succes :x never earn much but its a good experience though :)
remember me saying sinkuan not smiling for pictures anymore? lols
evidence 1: our store evidence 2 & 3..as you can see..i got influenced too... lols no la biz is bad me no mood >.<
i had lesson on the first day of bazaar so i only went down on the second day dar was with me the whole day :))) thank you love :D he help a bit here and there hahahs and he met his primary school friend the friend's friend was sk's friend who had a stall just behind us lols i am uber amaze about dar's amount of friends sia he seem to be seeing some other friends whenever and wherever we were LOLs its got scary after a while :p hahas saw many many things i wanna buy clothes bangles bags hello kitty stuffs but... bought nthing in the end >.< hahahs undecisive me!!! dar got me a necklace though :D hehex
ytd~~~ found my camera lying around :))) hahahas red specs is love!!! :D i should go and get a new one soon this one been with me for 2yrs + le
got the joke?? LOLs saw this on my dressing table think it belong to my ah yi :p
my new 3.5 inch love :))) i could never get enough of them :D though its a bit angry when you got it for $19.90 then one week later it drop to $9.90 =.= hahas oh well $19.90 is cheap enough :p
BadBlack day :x emo day haix terence's last day sad sia his last advice to me is giving me second thoughts about quitting :x he say my priority is my studies and its hard to find a job where i can knock off on time for school what he say is right la but i really getting more and more unhappy it felt very hypocritical if i stay on :((( haix if they are willing to covert me i really dont mind staying on at least i can learn new things at least my pay will be better at least i can get out of the situation that i am in now
*BIG SIGH*
well at least boss will be on 14 days block leave from tml its easier to breathe for the next 2 weeks bahx i am fucking sick about all the complains that its not related to my work if they cant see my effort then so be it
tml on i got one less ally one less person to chat with on bchat one less person to make me smile or laugh haix its getting tough to go to work got to drag myself along :((
bye bye terence..take care dude....
bro going army tml :x
daddy cook a sumptous dinner :))) all the seafood: fried rice, prawns, sotongs & crabs (looked half eaten cause they started dinner without me =.= rawrs..lols..)
bro went to cut botak for army hahahax been damn long since he is without long hair :p i am not used to it sia he looks like a monkey + shrek lols cox his ears are sticking out :p wun be seeing him for 2 weeks :x take care bro did i mention he is posted to diver??? nobody have nice things to say about diver course training :x good thing is his first book out will be on his birthday :))) bad thing is he gonna make me buy dunno which god damn expensive thing as present hahahas i so gonna miss my crazysillystucktocomputergamesbutstilluberlovable brother :p
at the end of the day nothing matters more then having my family by my side :)))
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Monday, August 11, 2008 at 9:54 PM
bchat (something like msn) in office totally make my day sometimes :))
apparently sometime last week terence is trying to convince me abt something that he didnt do...
17:12 Lim, Amber 45min to go 17:13 Tan, Terence 10mins for me 17:14 Tan, Terence since still have time, 17:14 Lim, Amber trying to tell me how lucky u arE? 17:14 Tan, Terence i go bath first 17:14 Lim, Amber HUH???? 17:18 Tan, Terence hahaha 17:23 Lim, Amber =.= 17:23 Lim, Amber LIAR 17:23 Tan, Terence y liar? 17:23 Tan, Terence i'm done mah 17:24 Lim, Amber WAH 17:24 Lim, Amber i believe 17:24 Lim, Amber if i am 3 yr old 17:25 Tan, Terence y cannot? 17:25 Tan, Terence is it cos my hair still look good? 17:26 Lim, Amber "17:25 Tan, Terence is it cos myhair still look good?" ----- i burst out laughing 17:28 Tan, Terence hahaha 17:28 Tan, Terence wats wrong? 17:29 Lim, Amber everything is wrong 17:29 Lim, Amber LOLs 17:29 Lim, Amber nvm 17:29 Lim, Amber u didnt bath thats the fact 17:29 Lim, Amber ;p 17:30 Tan, Terence i did? 17:30 Tan, Terence y u suspect? 17:30 Lim, Amber u didnt!!! 17:30 Lim, Amber i insist 17:30 Tan, Terence no tower? 17:30 Lim, Amber and i always win 17:30 Lim, Amber :p 17:30 Tan, Terence no towel? 17:30 Lim, Amber tower!!? 17:30 Lim, Amber LOLS 17:30 Lim, Amber south tower have 17:30 Lim, Amber north also (FYI, one raffles quay got 2 towers - north & south, i m working in the south) 17:30 Tan, Terence @#$@%# 17:30 Lim, Amber suntec got 5 17:30 Lim, Amber which one u wan 17:30 Tan, Terence enuff!!!!! 17:31 Tan, Terence u win
:D i laugh till my tummyache can lols theres many more but i only manage to copy this still trying to learn how to use the chat thingy more effectively hahax
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at 8:21 PM
in a nutshell, its been a rather bad last week :(( tears, stress... exam and all and that FUCKER i curse him dont wanna talk abt it anymore... only nice thing tat happen is dinner-ing with ah man hahax she never fails to make me smile & laugh and we crapped a lot bahx :p 7 years le ah man those were the days isnt it? thanks for being here all along :))
today isnt good too mc-ed last thurs and fri and today kanna by agent no warning letter this time but truckloads of nonsensical complains damn angry and pissed but surprisingly i kept my cool well i did tear abit due to anger la but i am a crybaby in the first place anyway back to topic ya maybe its because i had been toying with the thought of quitting or too disappointed about everything le ever felt beyond disappointment? knew the feeling? if you do.. you are feeling what i am right now... anyways today i am 90% sure abt resigning le the last 10% will come in when i cfm a new job so its time to job hunt now haix i really dont want to leave thought that i could at least hold on for a bit more complete the damn year but now no point le la :(((
lunched with terence today his last day tml :( all the nice ppl are leaving one by one oh well it will be my turn soon da jie got me the ez-link sticker thingy :D now my ez-link card looks like this :)
today is Red day :D sunday at starbucks 1hr before law exam totally given up le :(( the eye >.< last week some day some bored day some happier day
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at 9:58 PM
its already midweek but it couldnt be a worse week haix everything was bad :((
monday the stupid idiot fucker fat guy "bumped" into me the same fucker who touched me a few months back i tried so hard to avoid contact with him to have him around 10m radius is vomit inducing but i suay lo fuck &*%&$^*^%*$$^$%&^*^%#$^$^
i got the same witness but what can i do no evidence no nothing
only good thing that happen i met ah man for dinner at lot 1 it was great
other than that i went home and cried under my cover to sleep
yesterday we had a small tiff everything got better in the end but its already bad isnt it
today everybody is angry with everybody nahx i am exagarrating i tried to be the middleman tried to make peace tried to make nobody hurt but i failed she told me to go he say dont go i dunno stuck in the middle of a tug of war
in the end everybody was upset and they all blamed me!
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Friday, August 01, 2008 at 11:52 PM
FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *loves* :)
going to work :)
thick thick eyeliner...make up is loves..hahax..
regret wearing the super short dress to work though :x movement is very restricted =.=
i kept tugging at the ends in attempt to make it "longer" =.="
camwhore like mad!!! vainity is loves too :D :))) to smile with teeth or without? dar prefer the one without..hmmx..but i thought it seems more real with?? LOLs
made kitty camwhore with me :D *kiss kitty* mew~~
i realise the macro mode of my camera is really very powerful o.O papercut :( my fingers look so clear and big...
met yan at far east to shop :D hahax finally my retail therapy!!! but shopping in the evening is so not fun *poutx* time is very restricted and limited we skip dinner but still feel we did not conquer the whole shopping centre >.< lols we are good at making each other shop =.= hahax we "song yong" each other to spend money :p damage is great but i got some of my stuffs from my wants :D finally got my bags & my aviaters :D i realise that i really dont suit the superstar kind of sunnies but i like them!!! hmmx shall continue my quest but am happy with my new sunnies :D the trip is nearly a fruitful one :p cause theres a bit of regrets regarding a shop that have 4 outlets in FEP and each outlets have diff stuffs >.< haix BUT we shall make sure we gonna conquer whole FEP without regret the next time!!! hahax made plans to meet up for next FEP and bugis trip and not forgetting mani & pedi!!! :D heex cant wait!!! next month!!! :D
before we went our separate ways....
what we bought: 1 aviater sunnies 3 bags 6 belts
yan's (left), mine (right)
clearer pic of my stash :D total damage: $108.90!!! woohooo~~~~ darn long no spend so much le :p hahax a bit heart pain but very happy indeed :D
but alas... no good & happy thing last forever... sch tml :( one more week to the dreaded exam :((
rahhh!!!! shant think about it now i shall be happy for abit more :)
i miss you uber mad darling~~~ nothing beats having you by my side :)))
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